You could stay and watch me fall, and of course I'll ask for help. 

I was never supposed to feel this way, ever again. What did I used to do to combat this? Oh no Tia, you can't do that. You're not that person anymore. Are you sure? Why do I feel like this then? He's not around anymore anyway. Or do you feel like travelling 300km right now? I know you're right. But what will I do now? I have nothing to shield me from the hole anymore. I can't answer that question. Don't you still have Jacob? I think I do. Unless Edward comes back, you'll be fine. Will I really? I promise. I don't believe you. I didn't think you would. But you're stronger now. I don't have a reason to keep him out anymore. You have to. You know what will happen if you let him in again. I don't want that? No, you don't. We could start again? We could be Edward and Bella... Like we used to. Don't say that. You have so many other options. You have a Mike, and an Eric. Even a Tyler. Do I? You know you do. What should I do? Tell me what to do. Listen to Jacob. Jacob sucks. Vampires suck. Nice pun. Thanks. 

Mike, Eric and Tyler aren't Edward. I know, that's why I suggested them. You know what I mean. Forget about Edward. No. Please? No. Why not? Because I can't trust anyone anymore. Not even you. If I can't trust, then it means I can be with Edward with ease. No it doesn't. Don't do something you'll regret. Do you love Jacob? Yes. But that is a moot point, it's very mean of you to bring that up. I have to play hard ball here. Just shut up. You've made your mind up haven't you? Yes I have. Are you going to tell me? No, you'll have to watch and see. Watch me go. Fly. Forget the world again. Like I used to. I need to forget. So much pain. From every angle. The pain in my chest is back again. Go and see Jacob. He's your own personal sun, remember? He is a bit cold right now. I can't seem to warm him up. You're going to drown if the hole in your chest is open for too long. I know. What are you going to do? Maybe I just shouldn't do anything. Keep fighting. I can't fight it anymore. I'm not like a car you can just fix. I'll always be broken. Don't you Twilight me. It's the best way I know how to describe it. You know I'm Bella. Through and through. 

I feel sick from the pain. I have to go. No, don't go. I'm going. 
Are you okay? No.