If it hurts you this much, then it must be love.
And it's a lottery, I can't wait to draw your name.
Oh I'm trying to get to you,
But time isn't on my side.
If the truth's the worst I could do,
Then I guess that I have lied.

Keeping me awake,
It's been like this now for days.
My heart is out at sea,
My head all over the place.
I'm losing sense of time,
And everything tastes the same.
I'll be home in a day,
I fear that's a month too late.

That night I slept,
On your side of the bed so,
It was ready when you got home.
We're like noughts and crosses in that,
Opposites always attract.

You've taken me to the top,
And let me fall back south.
You've had me at the top of the pile,
And then had me kissing the ground.
We've heard and seen it all,
No one's talked us out.
The problems that have come,
Haven't yet torn us down.

Am I keeping you awake?
If I am then just say.
You can make your own decisions;
You can make your own mistakes.
I'll live and let die all the promises you made,
But if you lie another time, it'll be a lie that's too late.

That night I slept,
On your side of the bed so,
It was ready when you got home.
We're like noughts and crosses in that,
Opposites always attract.

You always have your way,
For now it's too soon for you to say,
Will we be always, always?
 

It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear.

You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important, that without them you feel like nothing.

No one will ever understand how much it hurts.

You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.

And when it's over, and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back.

So that you could have the good.