This video is so perfect, it made me cry.

I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ϟ

You could stay and watch me fall, and of course I'll ask for help. 

I was never supposed to feel this way, ever again. What did I used to do to combat this? Oh no Tia, you can't do that. You're not that person anymore. Are you sure? Why do I feel like this then? He's not around anymore anyway. Or do you feel like travelling 300km right now? I know you're right. But what will I do now? I have nothing to shield me from the hole anymore. I can't answer that question. Don't you still have Jacob? I think I do. Unless Edward comes back, you'll be fine. Will I really? I promise. I don't believe you. I didn't think you would. But you're stronger now. I don't have a reason to keep him out anymore. You have to. You know what will happen if you let him in again. I don't want that? No, you don't. We could start again? We could be Edward and Bella... Like we used to. Don't say that. You have so many other options. You have a Mike, and an Eric. Even a Tyler. Do I? You know you do. What should I do? Tell me what to do. Listen to Jacob. Jacob sucks. Vampires suck. Nice pun. Thanks. 

Mike, Eric and Tyler aren't Edward. I know, that's why I suggested them. You know what I mean. Forget about Edward. No. Please? No. Why not? Because I can't trust anyone anymore. Not even you. If I can't trust, then it means I can be with Edward with ease. No it doesn't. Don't do something you'll regret. Do you love Jacob? Yes. But that is a moot point, it's very mean of you to bring that up. I have to play hard ball here. Just shut up. You've made your mind up haven't you? Yes I have. Are you going to tell me? No, you'll have to watch and see. Watch me go. Fly. Forget the world again. Like I used to. I need to forget. So much pain. From every angle. The pain in my chest is back again. Go and see Jacob. He's your own personal sun, remember? He is a bit cold right now. I can't seem to warm him up. You're going to drown if the hole in your chest is open for too long. I know. What are you going to do? Maybe I just shouldn't do anything. Keep fighting. I can't fight it anymore. I'm not like a car you can just fix. I'll always be broken. Don't you Twilight me. It's the best way I know how to describe it. You know I'm Bella. Through and through. 

I feel sick from the pain. I have to go. No, don't go. I'm going. 
Are you okay? No.

  

Jeff Dunham; Insanity - Peanut's Whole Bit :D

Mr. MM; Being a Winner.

I must say, I am in love with Christina Parie. 
She was amazing tonight, and every other night.
 

I let it fall, my heart. And as it fell, you rose to claim it. It was dark and I was over, until you kissed my lips and you saved me. My hands, they're strong; but my knees were far too weak to stand in your arms without falling to your feet. 

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew. All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true. And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win. But I set fire to the rain, watched it pour as I touched your face. Let it burn while I cryed 'cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name.

When laying with you, I could stay there; close my eyes. Feel you here, forever. You and me together, nothing gets better. 

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew. All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true. And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win. But I set fire to the rain, watched it pour as I touched your face. Let it burn while I cryed 'cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name. I set fire to the rain, and I threw us into the flames. Where I felt something die, 'cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time. 

Sometimes I wake up by the door, now that you're gone; must be waiting for you. Even now when it's already over, I can't help myself from looking for you.  

I set fire to the rain, watched it pour as I touched your face. Let it burn while I cryed 'cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name. I set fire to the rain, and I threw us into the flames. Where I felt something die, 'cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time.  

Let it burn.

  

The 100 Greatest Movie Insults of All Time

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

 

So bad...

I feel like such a jumpy retard when I see that just after I post about Mitchell, I get a view from someone in the US, using a Mac on Google Chrome. 

MITCHELL DAVIS JUST SAW MY POST!

And then I realise, there are thousands of US citizens who own Macs and use Google Chrome.  

 

Mitchell/Nathan/Pictures!

Okay so new things, new things... It was Mitchell's birthday on the 9th! And yes I did in fact post on the 9th... But I already planned to mention it in my next big post so there you go. Happy birthday Mitchell. Again. OH YES, the misfits 'Vegas Baby' short was released on the 15th, so Nathan is officially in jail forever. It was a bit of an open ending which I liked, he could always be brought back for like a short comeback sort of thing, which is always nice. However, in the E4 blog, they said "Check out what Nathan, Simon & Alisha have been up to in Vegas." ... There was no Simon & Alisha. Majorly cut down hard. Third season starts in the UK end of October, can't wait.

Check out what I made. It's a desktop background made from the livelavalive video, 'Photo's With Mitchell II'. You can just click on it to get the beautifully big desktop size :)

I kept it nice and simple because the pictures are good enough :D Please don't remove my name from the bottom, you can for your own desktop, but please don't for reposting :) I'm also currently making my own post-it monster... who am I kidding, it's done. Photo up later ;) And I'm also well on the way to putting some vlogs up on my youtube, it's pretty sad at the moment due to free time issues. So I decided, why not make the time come to me? My first one is probably going to be me walking to the bus talking about random lolfests. Brilliant! And if you don't know what my youtube is, you can probably guess. Take an educated guess.
 

"Owls confirmed for creepiest birds ever. If you fail to notice the fucker swallowing a rat like a champ then there’s the dude singing some satanic song or something and the other two fuckers synchronized to make you feel the creeps with their soulless dance of doom."

Bold What Applies?

I am a boy.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly sometimes.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’ve lost a child.
I’m in school.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.

I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public

I was born with a disease/impairment
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles

I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.

I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe.
I’ve been to Africa.

I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.

I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Myspace.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.

I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.

I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.

I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.

I’ve consumed alcohol.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked weed
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten shrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.

I shut others out period.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.
I own something from Gap.
I own something I got from e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.

I can sing well.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news.
I don’t kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I’m a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair
I have “x”s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I love Spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
I’ve worn pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

 

New Car; OMFGItsJackAndDean

Walking.

Have you ever noticed how fast people are walking places? How fast you yourself are walking? What's the rush? I was walking home today, listening to my ipod. A slower song came on, that made me realise how fast I was walking, and how fast I always walk home. It's not going anywhere, there's no need for speed. So I slowed down to match the song, and the girl in front of me sped off... It was peaceful though. Walking slowly. 

I actually found it hard to stay slow. Every now and then I'd look at myself, and I'd be walking faster again. What really is the big mindless rush? Just slow down. Everything needs to slow down. Keep calm and kill your probation worker, I say. No seriously though, every afternoon I speed home, speed up the stairs, speed change, speed eat... What for? Today I got home and put my bag down before going inside, kept my ipod on a nice song and stood. No joke, just stood on a high point in my garden and felt the sun. Took my time. It changes your whole mood.

  

Nathan's Final Show

So, homg, I read the Misfits blog on E4 and finally, Nathan's goodbye short has been announced! It will be released Thursday 15th September. So pumped. I don't want Nathan to leave... But I've been waiting for something NEW to happen for so long. So. Excited.

Seriously random... :)

... when you park out the front of my house and ring me in the middle of the night for a hour long conversation because your best friend is getting 'lucky' on a golf course. 

Little Turton's on the hillside, little Turton's made of ticky-tacky, little Turton's, little Turton's, little Turton's all the same. And all the Turton's in the houses all go to the university.  There are drunk ones, and high ones, and one's that sleep in too late.. And they all look just the same.. Little Turton's all the same.

I'm off to find a Turton, a Turton.

And then he rings you asking for more time, so you punish him by going to look for him on said golf course; to flash spotlights on them and give me a running commentary of what you see. But Turton is the master of disguise. 

Am I not Turtony enough for the Turton Club? 

 

livelavalive intro song; terabrite

 

Boom, Shake, Shake, Shake the Room. 

Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick; BOOM.
 

  

The Vidcon Intro

Yeah. I just felt like putting that there. Because I love the party music series. And life! I got my P's today. Watch out Canberra, you may die of shock at how well I drive. 

Believe it or not this isn't here for Nathan. 

It's the way Simon's looking at Alisha. 

So beautiful.

 

The Party Music III

So I have been sick these past couple of days, but I cannot believe that made me miss the release of The Party Music III yesterday. That's why I'm letting my 'posting on even days' rule slip for today, because technically I would have posted this yesterday if I had been ON THE BALL. But here we are! The video people have been requesting since the second one came out. (2008)

livelavalive forever.
  

Bella: You know I love you.

Jacob: You know how much I wish it was enough.

 

WEREWOLF ATTACK!

 

I've been putting off buying Short Stack tickets for ages now. The concert floated on to the back of my mind and I thought it was right at the end of July. I just got off twitter, having Shaun and Andy tell me that it was on saturday night. 

I'm not sure how I feel about that.

 

As we turned onto the black highway and Edward really hit the accelerator, I heard a noise over the purr of the engine coming from the forest behind us. If I could hear it, then he certainly could. But he said nothing as the sound slowly faded into the distance. I said nothing, either.

The piercing, heartbroken howling grew fainter and then disappeared entirely.

 

danny.

 

Can you do your immortal dance for us?

That is how I felt tonight when Jack surprised me with a Misfits poster. I was like... FOR CEREAL? Amazing. 

 

So I found this today... And was like... Um wow yeah okay. This is the Mitchell that I fell in love with like four years ago; lots of his old videos (some of them deleted now, which excited me) accumulated into one awesome, very well put together video. It's not 'razor sharp' quality, but it's still a really good portrayal of how he built his fan base. 

This video actually makes me so happy. 

Why didn't I make it? Maybe I'll make a new one, with more recent videos... *Smells like a projecttttt* It's digging time.

Also, this is definitely not a post saying that I hate how he's changed or the videos have changed or anything like that; Mitchell's grown, and changing is part of that, I've grown with him. In his video "Have Fun" he expressed his view that he 'understands that the channel will get old and people will leave', well sitting here is someone who won't falter in their viewing - has waited through the cold for the next video, and is always one of the first there. His story on it's own, even without his humour and... extra things, inspires me just by itself. I'm so happy that the boy above in that video has grown into what he is now, and making money off what he enjoys. 
  

Eternal Sunshine meets Back to the Future Part II

What does my url say? Lavahead? What does that even mean? It means me, people. Me.  [See above]  Mitchell Davis; this person, more recently, these people (Hey Kyle, you're totally included..) has/have (thanks Kyle. You made writing this difficult.) been an inspiration to me for four years, since livelavalive started. And I always vowed one day I would meet him. (them.) I never actually thought that day would come to pass, just meer wishful thinking and random shit. Until now that I've planned my trip to America next year... I have to think of something to actually say to them.

I think I might hyperventilate. 

And pass out.

Yep, yes I can totally see that happening. Hopefully I don't just come out with some shit about rubber and glue. Or smile and nod like I did when I met Andy and Shaun. I could end up streamlining towards them and grabbing them into an air tight hug like when I met Danny. Maybe I should keep the freaking out to a minimum... Or I could go all out, so they would remember me and talk about me in their next video ;)  

On a completely random, unrelated side note; I've decided that I'm only going to post on even numbered dates. Sounds like a trend. And it looks like I've already started, so might as well keep going. Also, odd numbered dates don't seem to like me much. It's a long story. Many long stories infact. 
 

mmm yes click 'watch on youtube'

Coming to an end.

I'm surprised to find myself thinking about the end of the year at this point. I've tried to put it off for some time and thought I would be able to, but I just can't. I'm not one of those people who are like, "Awesome, school is over forever." I'm more like, "Oh no, school is over. I won't get to see all these amazing people everyday." And it's true, I am 100% like that. Even the people who I don't ever talk to at school, they mean something to me because without them, there would be something different. There is a divide in our common room right, it's not like it was in year ten and below, with all the little groups and their social hierarchy shit. We have our side, and I love them all to bits, but without the other side it would be unbalanced. Wow, the 'other side' haha, come to the 'other side' we have candy... No but seriously, I love the friends that I have on the other side that I get to see sometimes, it breaks it up and you're able to branch out.

I'm sick of endings, and I hate big change. So far there have been three big endings for me; when I moved away from my friends in Tasmania when I was eight, the end of year six moving to Trinity, and the end of year ten when all my friends moved to different colleges. All those endings sucked ass. But of course the optimistic outlook would be, "Yes Tia, but they bring about new beginnings." And I suppose that's true. I can't bear the thought of not knowing the people I know now, and moving to Canberra was imperative for me to do so. The previous point still applies for moving to Trinity, and as for the end of year ten, I reconnected with my current best friends so hey, it's all good, I still keep in contact with everyone. I'm trying to keep all this in mind when I think about year twelve coming to an end. I think about all the new people I could meet at uni and what new experiences it will bring. But then the irrepressible train of thought returns, "I like where I am at now, why can't it stay like this?" Everything comes to an end at some point. How depressing. I'm going to be a complete mess at my graduation. And my formal. Both events that mark an ending. The year twelve video will probably just about kill me, my year six one still does. How sad. I guess it proves how much I appreciate what I have in my life, and that I don't want anyone or anything to disappear, as much as they always do.

I am now going to force myself to write about happy things, move away from the depressing undertones of the last two paragraphs. Because hey, I almost never actually write in my blog, I always post pictures and videos. Only because of the sheer awesomeness that every single one of my pictures excretes haha. What good things are going to come of the year ending?

• My birthday; that is one good example. I'll finally be eighteen and be able to fuck some shit up. This also brings my party. That is going to be epic. Hard to beat last years trip, but I'll give it a good hard go ;)
• November brings around the third season of MISFITS. Now that is something I am eagerly anticipating, regardless of Nathan leaving. On the topic of Nathan leaving, this new guy had better be a damn good replacement, or else they're going to find that their ratings drop. And Rudy (the new character) shouldn't aim to be a copy of Nathan either, that would be tacky and unless he's Robert Sheehan's twin; it just wouldn't work. The Simon and Alisha plot line will hold it together for me when Nathan is gone... I found out Nathan was leaving before I had finished season one, and I thought I'd have to stop watching it. But after season two, I'm content in my fandom :D
• The end of the year brings me six months closer to my AMERICA TRIP. So. Keen. You have no idea how much I want to go there. Also I have a new America goal, I have to get a Simon and Alisha picture in Vegas. See picture below for reference.

So there you go, there's three nice things to come of my year ending. I wonder which side would win on a scale? I would have to say the good side, otherwise I would be the saddest person alive not see that the good things coming outweigh the bad. Who wants to come join me in the adventure called my future?

 

  

And that's the beginnning of everything.

  

 

 

 

my favourites.  ♥

 

 

"Do you know there was a midget that got swallowed whole by a hippo recently in a circus? He came off a trampoline at a funny angle and a hippo was yawning by the edge of the ring and he went straight into his mouth! That’s got nothing to do with this but it just popped into my head."

The world is good when you realise that Robert doesn't have to act to be Nathan, it's just his personality. 

  

Don't forget me; I beg. I remember you said:

"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead."

 

Nathan's Speech. ♥

 

James Franco: "When I was a child, I wanted to be an actor, but I had really bad buck teeth. I didn’t want to get braces, but my mom said I couldn’t be an actor if I didn’t get the braces. So, I got the braces."

 

Don't come back, haven't you caused enough damage?

No, I can't take one more step towards you,
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret.
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore...
You lost the love I loved the most.

I learned to live, half alive...
And now you want me one more time.

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart...
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul,
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive...
And now you want me one more time.

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart...
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul,
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel alright...
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes.
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed;
‘Cause you broke all your promises.
And now you're back,
You don't get to get me back.

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart...
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul,
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all.

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

 

You could say that I have been inspired I guess. What is it with boys these days? There's the good half, who are mature but know how to have a laugh and a good time. But then you get those little infant boys who take pride in their dick taking abilities. This half should be taken to a remote island with one palm tree and left there. You know the one's I'm talking about, they run around shirtless to get attention and treat girls they've known for years like shit. The one's who need to pick one of their two faces and stick to it.

Just play your way right out of my life, go on. Scram.

  

 

  

 

  

 

 

  

I just found this story; I thought it was cool :)

"There was an old man, a boy, and a donkey. They were going to town and it was decided that the boy should ride. As they went along they passed some people who exclaimed that it was a shame for the boy to ride and the old man to walk. The man and boy decided that maybe the critics were right so they changed positions. Later they passed some more people who then exclaimed that it was a real shame for the man to make such a small boy walk. The two decided that maybe they both should walk. Soon they passed some more people who exclaimed that it was stupid to walk when they had a donkey to ride. The man and the boy decided maybe the critics were right so they decided that they both should ride. They soon passed other people who exclaimed that it was a shame to put such a load on a poor little animal. The old man and the boy decided that maybe the critics were right so they decided to carry the donkey. As they crossed a bridge they lost their grip on the animal and the donkey fell into the river. The moral of the story is that if you try to please everyone you will eventually lose your ass."

 

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed ;
 

Watch scary movies with you ;

 

Hold your hand ;
 

Kiss you in the rain ;

 

Go on long walks with you ;
 

Laugh until I can't breathe ;

Make you watch chick flicks ;
 

Talk on the phone till sunrise ;

Play your favorite video games ;
 

Build a fort and have a snowball fight ;

Sit in front of a fireplace and talk about life ;
 

Sneak out at night to look at the stars with you ;

I want to fall hopelessly in love with you .

Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for them, but the memories will always be there, whether they're good or bad. Because every time you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy, and put colours into your life; even if it was just for a while. ♥

 

 

 

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile, and how much I love your laugh. I daydream about you often, replaying our conversation and laughing at the funny things you said. I've memorized your face and the way you look at me. You're the one that makes me happy :) ♥

only the best tv soap family to hit screens. ever.

skins; season five, episode one.

only the cutest turtle ever.

 

 

that's when good NEIGHBOURSSS becomeeee; good friendsss.

i don't care that the picture is too big. it should be bigger but i had to make it smaller anyway.

i love these people, i really do. i think that the cast is getting better than ever (despite a few of them above leaving...) sam clark... who left for his music... ringo just had to DIE didn't he! it couldn't have been a happy send off like donna. noooo. 

i'm loving the andrew-summer-tash love triangle i must say. jordan smith (andrew) SWOON. however no one, NO ONE shall ever beat ben nicholas. stingray timmins. OH HEY. favourite. ever. but hey he died too. three years ago haha. BIGGEST FAIL EVARRR. oh wait... another massive fail: the declan swap. i loved declan napier! when he was james sorensen. i'm kinda glad declan is leaving, the new guy seriously sucks. he tries to act the same, and it just doesn't work. declan had an awesome storyline that the new guy played out, and i had to imagine james doing it the whole time. i couldnt stand the new guy. and his name is erin. that is a girls name. i stand by that haha. and he hadn't been through anything that james had taken declan through... bridget's sickness, their whole relationship, baby india, and then bridget DIEING. so no, erin, as declan? yeah, no.

but other than the screw ups they sometimes pull, i love neighbours. i personally (seriously) would love to act on the show myself. 

one day, i will own a turtle. and i shall call him george. the third, technically. my parents bought me a ceramic turtle for christmas, because the likelihood of my ownage of a turtle in the near future is quite low. and the turtle on my necklace is george II. 

one day, i will live in new york. with my turtle that i have called george.  

supercalafreakin'awesome.

i never blog as much as i should. maybe i just feel that what i say just isn't important enough to be put on the interwebs. so you know what; this whole post is going to be just me ranting and putting my shit on the internet. supercalafreakin'awesome. 

does anyone remember that ad?

one of my awesomely awesome bestfriends stayed over last night, and for some reason, we started talking about Yowies. like, the chocolate kind with the awesome toy in the middle that you had to put together. and we wanted to know why they weren't around anymore... turns out it was just that sales had dropped by 2005 so they stopped making them. sucks. i so could've gone for one of those mothers today. instead, i ate three deep fried pieces of kingsley's chicken. so healthy. but hey; jack ate four. LOL the guy who served us was... indian... ? well he was foreign, and we ordered five pieces of chicken and a large chips to share. and the guy's like, 'EXTRA TWO PIECES FOR ALERBGHUILAWEBHGIUDBDFB..." jack's just like.. "yes?" then we ended up with seven pieces and two bucks off the price. we didn't know how we got there lol. 

however we were close to deciding to go to subway for lunch... to get... THE LARKIN. buuuut ed's phone said it was 'disconnected'. so the god sandwich was not eaten today. for shame. every subway should make that sandwich. i swear, the day i see that on the menu (it will happen) i will take a picture lol. then record me ordering it. AWEEEWOOO.

im getting less allergic to cats. and that makes me really, really happy. because there is this AWESOME cat that i know. with the most gorgeous eyes. with a crooked tail and a tattoo ;) damn that's gangster. he has a step brother who i see less of. i swear he has some mad double life.  

skinss. how could it be a blog post by me with out a mention of skins? total lol. season five is coming out in the uuuuuuuuunited kingdom in like a week. which means it shall be TOTALLY downloadable to us 'less fortunate to have it on our tv so soon' australians. this new cast better be wooooorth not knowing the truth to the epic cliff hanger of season four. can't wait for the mooooovie. which is aaaaages away. raaaaaage. cooklove.

school is going to start soon. because time is already going by too quickly. 2010/year 11 went quickly. therefore year 12 is going to go by even quicker. as much as i want school to end, i don't want it to. just for the people that i am made to see everyday by attending school. without school there is no them everyday. and that is a very sad everyday. i also hated the end of year 10. everyone left our shitty school to go to better ones.

what am i looking forward to this year? 

• i'm kinda looking forward to going back to school. seeing everyone and having something to actually do everyday lol.
• i really wanna go to the canberra show this year, even though it is pure shit. i also kinda wanna go the the sydney easter show too. i love rides. i'm even planning on alreadyyyyy going back to luna park this month, with annnnna because she missed out the first time :)
• i think we're going to luna park for business this year? god know's why, but that's gonna be sick as. 
• year 12 camp. yeah it's surfing... and i'll probably be totally un-co at it... but it's our last camp ever, it's gotta be good :)
• hopefully getting my licence. lol.
• exoday 2011. speaks for itself. 
• turning 18. yeaaaaaah.
• my going awayness at the end of the year. 

there's probably loads of awesome 2011 filled stuff that i've missed, but hey, i'll realise that when it comes lol :)

hmmm.