that's when good NEIGHBOURSSS becomeeee; good friendsss.

i don't care that the picture is too big. it should be bigger but i had to make it smaller anyway.

i love these people, i really do. i think that the cast is getting better than ever (despite a few of them above leaving...) sam clark... who left for his music... ringo just had to DIE didn't he! it couldn't have been a happy send off like donna. noooo. 

i'm loving the andrew-summer-tash love triangle i must say. jordan smith (andrew) SWOON. however no one, NO ONE shall ever beat ben nicholas. stingray timmins. OH HEY. favourite. ever. but hey he died too. three years ago haha. BIGGEST FAIL EVARRR. oh wait... another massive fail: the declan swap. i loved declan napier! when he was james sorensen. i'm kinda glad declan is leaving, the new guy seriously sucks. he tries to act the same, and it just doesn't work. declan had an awesome storyline that the new guy played out, and i had to imagine james doing it the whole time. i couldnt stand the new guy. and his name is erin. that is a girls name. i stand by that haha. and he hadn't been through anything that james had taken declan through... bridget's sickness, their whole relationship, baby india, and then bridget DIEING. so no, erin, as declan? yeah, no.

but other than the screw ups they sometimes pull, i love neighbours. i personally (seriously) would love to act on the show myself. 

one day, i will own a turtle. and i shall call him george. the third, technically. my parents bought me a ceramic turtle for christmas, because the likelihood of my ownage of a turtle in the near future is quite low. and the turtle on my necklace is george II. 

one day, i will live in new york. with my turtle that i have called george.  

supercalafreakin'awesome.

i never blog as much as i should. maybe i just feel that what i say just isn't important enough to be put on the interwebs. so you know what; this whole post is going to be just me ranting and putting my shit on the internet. supercalafreakin'awesome. 

does anyone remember that ad?

one of my awesomely awesome bestfriends stayed over last night, and for some reason, we started talking about Yowies. like, the chocolate kind with the awesome toy in the middle that you had to put together. and we wanted to know why they weren't around anymore... turns out it was just that sales had dropped by 2005 so they stopped making them. sucks. i so could've gone for one of those mothers today. instead, i ate three deep fried pieces of kingsley's chicken. so healthy. but hey; jack ate four. LOL the guy who served us was... indian... ? well he was foreign, and we ordered five pieces of chicken and a large chips to share. and the guy's like, 'EXTRA TWO PIECES FOR ALERBGHUILAWEBHGIUDBDFB..." jack's just like.. "yes?" then we ended up with seven pieces and two bucks off the price. we didn't know how we got there lol. 

however we were close to deciding to go to subway for lunch... to get... THE LARKIN. buuuut ed's phone said it was 'disconnected'. so the god sandwich was not eaten today. for shame. every subway should make that sandwich. i swear, the day i see that on the menu (it will happen) i will take a picture lol. then record me ordering it. AWEEEWOOO.

im getting less allergic to cats. and that makes me really, really happy. because there is this AWESOME cat that i know. with the most gorgeous eyes. with a crooked tail and a tattoo ;) damn that's gangster. he has a step brother who i see less of. i swear he has some mad double life.  

skinss. how could it be a blog post by me with out a mention of skins? total lol. season five is coming out in the uuuuuuuuunited kingdom in like a week. which means it shall be TOTALLY downloadable to us 'less fortunate to have it on our tv so soon' australians. this new cast better be wooooorth not knowing the truth to the epic cliff hanger of season four. can't wait for the mooooovie. which is aaaaages away. raaaaaage. cooklove.

school is going to start soon. because time is already going by too quickly. 2010/year 11 went quickly. therefore year 12 is going to go by even quicker. as much as i want school to end, i don't want it to. just for the people that i am made to see everyday by attending school. without school there is no them everyday. and that is a very sad everyday. i also hated the end of year 10. everyone left our shitty school to go to better ones.

what am i looking forward to this year? 

• i'm kinda looking forward to going back to school. seeing everyone and having something to actually do everyday lol.
• i really wanna go to the canberra show this year, even though it is pure shit. i also kinda wanna go the the sydney easter show too. i love rides. i'm even planning on alreadyyyyy going back to luna park this month, with annnnna because she missed out the first time :)
• i think we're going to luna park for business this year? god know's why, but that's gonna be sick as. 
• year 12 camp. yeah it's surfing... and i'll probably be totally un-co at it... but it's our last camp ever, it's gotta be good :)
• hopefully getting my licence. lol.
• exoday 2011. speaks for itself. 
• turning 18. yeaaaaaah.
• my going awayness at the end of the year. 

there's probably loads of awesome 2011 filled stuff that i've missed, but hey, i'll realise that when it comes lol :)

hmmm. 

own the night; like the 4th of july.

“You’ve gotta seize life. Do something man, just do something that matters. Squeeze the fuck out of every day. Life’s always sewn up. Everything’s in this right place, charged, ready. Whatever happened to all the heroes, man? I’m the last one. You hear me? The last one.”

- Cook (Skins)

 

you never loved me. but i'd still catch a grenade for ya. 

   

that girl.

all i ever did was love her. i put her higher, above everyone else.

all she ever did was hurt me. treat me like dirt. and she never even knew what she was doing, was hurting me. why? because i forgave her every time. why? because she was her.

when it really mattered the most, i gave everything up to her. she took my life. shattered my happiness. and it doesn't matter what she does from now... i'll never forget what she did to me.

but i still love her. and i'll always be there when she needs me, because i love her.

what does that make me?

a push over? weak?

or strong enough to try and find the little pieces in her that i miss... so much? 



dolce.

those 'nothing' emotions.

you know those days... or even hours of some period in time, where you're just... blank faced? nothing phases you, you've had enough. what do i do now? 


what makes me happy? when i don't want to bother anyone with my pointlessness?


skins. it takes me far away. i delve myself into their problems and highlights.


fall out boy. shut up. they help. their music takes me back.


short stack. they make me forget everything. if i skip two songs.


going to my playground. the swings. drawing me close to the sky. i lose myself in the clouds. and just be. that's my place to go.


and my last resort if it's food i seek... easy mac. :D


sigh.

i love skins.

So I'm sitting here, right, thinking about Skins. As per usual lol, and I thought... why not put this to good use? And quoteage is my thing so... these are some of my favourite quotes from all four seasons so far. There are of course some great quotes that aren't here...

And of course I must warn you of imminent swearing. Alot of it. :P

Season One:

[A squatter shoves a naked Chris out of his own house after they fought] 

Squatter: Listen, take a while, calm down, maybe take a day or two and then we'll talk about it, alright? 

Chris: It's my fucking house!
Squatter: I don't make the rules, man, I don't make the rules.  

Sid: It's not a nightlight! It's a glow in the dark batman... it's retro.

Sid: [to himself] Every time. Every fucking time. "Buy three ounces of weed, Sidney." Oh yes, sir. "Shove a bag of pills up your ass, Sidney." Oh, right away. "Come help me save some random bint." Oh, could I? What have we learned, Sidney? Your friends are shitheads. 

Tony: Just you and me, sis.
Effy: Fucking wanker.
Tony: Eff, what are you talking about?
Effy: Michelle.
Tony: I tried.
Effy: No. Wanker.
Tony: I said sorry!
Effy: Wanker.
Tony: Effy. I liked it better when you didn't talk.
Effy: [pause] Wanker.

Season Two:

Chris: Right, I've been to the job centre yeah, and they're a bit.. well they're all fuc—
Josie: Fuddy-duddies.
Chris: Yeah! Yeah, they are fuddy-duddies! Right, they're like, "just queue up here, fill in this box here, don't steal that. Right, it's a load of cra—"
Josie: Cranberry juice. [offers Chris a carton] Would you want...?
Chris: Thanks. Anyway, there's this one lady there, I've never met such a big fat bit—
Josie: Biscuit. [offers Chris a jar] Do you want a biscuit?
[Chris takes a biscuit and eats it]
Josie: How can I help?
Chris: Well, I'm thinking, seeing as you're a careers officer...
[Josie thinks heavily]
Chris: ...I thought.. you could... you know...
[Josie still thinking heavily]
Chris: ...help me get a job.
Josie: Oh yeah! Totally!
Chris: Yeah!? Fucking ace!
[Josie points to a sign that says "Be daring, try to express yourself without swearing."]
Josie: [quietly] Chris, stop swearing..

Chris: So I told him he was a pitty boss and a pastard, and he could pucking shove his pucked polo up his packside! Stupid prick!
Josie: I think one slipped through there Chris...
Chris: [thinks] Stupid punt.

Cassie: Do you know what hurts most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before... try and keep that feeling, because... if it goes... you'll never get it back
Chris: What happens then?
Cassie: You lay waste to the world... and everything in it.

Cassie: I'll love you forever, Sid.
Sid: You will?
Cassie: Yes. That's the problem.

Michelle: I'm not saying forget about him [Chris], because you can't and you shouldn't. He was special. But I, I just think... Fuck it.
Jal: What?
Michelle: Like Chris. He said fuck it, I'll do it my way. And the people that love me will understand why I'm doing it because they love me.

Season Three:

[The new characters introduce themselves]
Pandora: I'm Pandora. I'm useless.
JJ: I'm JJ. With regard to mathematic aptitude I'm in the top 0.3% of the population which is an interesting demographic statistic because paradoxically my communication interpersonal and intuitive skills are towards the lower quartiles.
Katie: I'm Katie. I've never not had a boyfriend since I was seven.
Emily: I'm Emily. Never had a boyfriend.
Naomi: I'm Naomi. I hate injustice. People tell lies about me.
Effy: I'm Effy and I think my mum's having an affair.
Freddie: I'm Freddie. I met a girl I liked today. She's like beautiful. That's it.

Pandora: [running off] Come on! We can do brownies and then lick our bowls out.
Katie: Do you think she knows she sounds filthy half the time?
Effy: Sometimes I wonder.

JJ: If Freddie was here...
Cook: Do you see Freddie? Did we invite Freddie?
JJ: No...
Cook: And why didn't we invite him?
JJ: Because he's a fun sponge.
Cook: You got it.

Effy: I wanted to see what was in your shed.
Freddie: My...?
Effy: Shed. Everyone says you have a marvellous shed.
Freddie: Everyone?
Effy: Yeah, it's marvelled at.
[They enter the shed]
Freddie: So this is it.
Effy: So what do you and the boys do in here? Braid each others hair and play soggy biscuit?
Freddie: No. [beat] Not for ages.

Freddie: We'd be good together. Don't you think?
Effy: No.
Freddie: Why?
Effy: Because I'll break your heart.
Freddie: Maybe I'll break yours.
Effy: Nobody breaks my heart. And anyway, why would I want that?

Anthea: Love, she's gone.
Cook: Ok, what time's she back?
Anthea: Not till tomorrow. They've gone to some party at Gobbler's End.
Cook: Nah, because... we're supposed to hang out tonight!
Anthea: Is that before you broke up or after?
Cook: But... I bought a fucking gâteau! Black Forest!
Anthea: Ooh, my favourite. [Takes cake and shuts the door] 

Season Four

[Katie trips Candy from behind; Candy gets up, pushes Katie]
Candy: Who the fuck do you think you are??
[Katie punches Candy in the nose; Candy falls to the ground again]
Katie: I'm Katie fucking Fitch! Who the fuck are you??

T. Love: What would Michael say?
Freddie: Pardon?
T. Love: [motions to his Michael Jackson poster] Michael. What would he say?
Freddie: I'm... bad?

T. Love: Yes. And what else?
Freddie: Beat it?
T. Love: No. He'd say "gotta be startin' somethin'". Okay? [silence] Don't you think you should be leaving?
Freddie: Right now? [Mr. Love responds in the affirmative; Freddie leaves.]

Effy: You're no good for me, Cook. You never were.
Cook: If this was us meeting for the first time, I'd do it all again. Everything. The fucks, the fuck ups, everything. I'd do it all again.
Effy: What's that supposed to mean?
Cook: It means I still love you.
Effy: Piss off.

Naomi: [steadily breaking down in tears] I loved you from the first time I saw you. I think I was 12. It took me 3 years to pluck up the courage to speak to you and I was so scared of the way I felt, you know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away but it didn't work. When we got together, it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault but really, I was just terrified of pain. I screwed that girl, Sophia, to kind of spite you for having that hold on me and I'm a total fucking coward because [reaches into her bag] I got [pulls out tickets]  these, these tickets to Goa for us 3 months ago but I... I couldn't stand it. I didn't want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and it's horrible. It's so horrible because, really, I'd die for you. I love you. I love you so much it's killing me.
[Beat. Emily then kisses and hugs Naomi.]

Cook: I don't think you know what I am, mate.
John Foster: I think I do. You're nothing. [Cook nods sarcastically] You don't deserve that girl. And you know... I do.
Cook: [mockingly] I'm a fucking waste of space. I'm just a stupid kid. I got no sense. A criminal. I'm no fucking use, me. I am nothing. So, please... Please... Get it into, you know, into your bonce... that you killed my friend. And... [shrugs] I'm Cook. [John Foster smiles] I'm Cook! [throws a punch. Series ends]

Sigh. Feel the love. Who loves Skins? Who hopes Cook just killed Foster? Me.